Food Glorious Food~!

It was free movie friday in my company, and during lunch time... i opened the file and i found this documentary movie - Food Inc. ... Was curious so i opened the file... and ate while watching... how food were processed and made... and how they were breed and how they were treated... both the workers and the animals... and how they were slaughtered... thank god my mom gave me bean curd (tofu) that day... if not i think i might puke...

Anyway this is another reason why i dislike the states... no offence... they've got great buildings and great talents out in the US... but don't you realize... that both the good and the bad all came from them...=..= Most of it...they introduced things that are only beneficial at that time and as time goes by it turns into something bad...=..= and what i like bout them is that they do realize it and take actions for it... but it doesn't rule out the fact that they started it first... with all the good intention and all... and slowly making it into a passion for greed... the food industry... despite how small we look at it is actually a very big thing... i don't want to spoil anything from the movie... in fact i think everyone should watch it... whether you are an american or not... i'll definately not look at my food the same way... but here its pretty much different... i do see how the people slaughter the chickens... they do it in the market of the area where i grew up... the pig was in a whole solid form where i can see the butcher slice a bit for sale... that is from the market... but i don't think so with the supermarket... i can see pink bruises on the raw chickens for sale... well pork and beef are not commonly sold in supermarket cause of the "halal" issue... which comes to think of it... i think that came in handy... because of the halal issue... the people here are more specific on where the food comes from... and what they are made of... so that is one good thing i guess...XDXDXDXD but for a whole different purpose... the halal system does look out how the the food were made... especially the processed food... because the way they were made must be the "halal" way... XDXDXD well there goes one score for the muslim rule here... but still we gotta be more careful for the more common products... which makes me think that... "cloudy with a chance of meatballs" does serve as an educational movie in a way... there was one part of the movie where the kids had too much candy... and got sick... and the mayor for overeating and ended up pretty huge himself...

Recently i too was being conscious bout the things i eat and the amount i consume... not the fact i wanna go on a diet streak but ... being on the health conscious side... cause of my working environment... i work from 10-7 so says the contract but most of my colleagues stay till 10-11... i did that a few times myself and the next day i have to go at 10am again... its very tiring and it does make me feel tired... sitting there and stare at the pc the whole day is not going to help either... that is why i go training on weekends... to sweat out ... XDXDXD and to stay away from the pc on weekends as much as possible... XDXDXD but i can hardly do that... so it boils down to the diet... work is stressful... and it will be like this no matter where i go... so i guess i gotta get used to it XDXDXD but overall... eating in pretty much allows me to save a lot... i cannot afford a lot of expensive stuff... and when i realize it... my bf ended up paying up a lot... i am so bad...TAT... so i shall be less demanding... and go for cheaper resources XD or i make lunch... which i am bad at it... probably make it a once a month thing to eat at a nice posh restaurant XDXDXD had too much of them last month so gotta cut down... anyway here is the link http://www.foodincmovie.com/ ... and if you can find the movie... watch it... its quite heartbreaking... and it all boils down to the truth... that the food industry... is not only monopolizing all but condemning those who tries to defy them... look at mcD charging presses against the local McCurry restaurant... that doesn't sell burgers but sell curry... =..=lll... just cause they sound similiar... but they are not even pirating in the first place... they are just... they like to sue anything and everything... XDXDXDXD ok that was just a joke... anyway just a reminder... you don't have to eat entirely healthy... just eat safely... by doing that ... you help safe the environment too... just watch the movie and you'll know XD

~ja

~Shinichi~

BGM : Amrita by Yui Makino

O o its been a while

XDXDXD it surely has been a while since i last blogged... anyway quite a few things happened while i was away from this blog... erm like... TEH O, NELLY, MICHELLE, ASHLEY AND YON HUI IS BACK XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
they were supposed to be back yesterday... but... there was an air strike so the pilots were rioting in India so their flight has been delayed... TAT XDXDXDXD lets yam cha now that you guys are back...
and before that... i think last few weeks... some car from behind me banged my car and subsequently so did 2 other cars...so the four cars trailed each other to the police station nearby... that wasn't so bad ... if only they didn't ask us to go to another police station... =..= pretty dumb isn't it... and then we went on a treasure hunt for the bloody police station ... thanks momo for accompanying me... if not i would definately be lost... TwT ... and after that... i realise... everyone in my office drives expensive cars... and uses iphones... TAT gosh the pressure of the unfortunate... oh and a few weeks before that was a mini earth-quake... don't know if you guys felt it but my company sure did... and i guess that pretty summarized it ...XDXDXD just a quicky... nothing much to say about that... working life sure taught me a lot of things and it was pretty fun after i get to know them and thank you momo for the wonderful nights of sushis... we have got to stop... and get a little bit in control after this XDDXD

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : Negai by Ayaka Hirahara... i never get bored listening to her songs

Malaysian Cars

I came across someone in fb posting this... and i go ... way to go ~






even the old proton saga had better reviews than the new kelisa and myvi XDXDXD



XDXDXD its just something to laugh at... i mean... poor thing ... but i couldn't agree more... XDXDXD

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : the videos...

Balls

If you think you have got balls of steel ... i feel like kicking one right now XDXDXDXD
well ... i wouldn't want to do that cause who wants to get their leg clustered?
anyway... i felt the worst at the beginning of this week... i mean... i have been given the easiest of assignments and i couldn't do it... i mean i felt like i couldn't do it... so it was the worst day ever... =..= but after that ... things went for the better... even though i did it but i feel like i took the longest time to do the simplest thing... i mean what the heck man... i was suppose to get it right and ... it just WONT ... man it does feel shitty when i can't get the work done... i mean... it sucks... but in the end... i overcome it and i mean it when i DO NOT WANT TO SEE BALLS FOR THE REST OF THE MONTH... at least i ain't saying for the rest of my life... not like i can avoid seeing a ball in the fields where the kids runs and play.. psh...
anyway... am starting to feel the stress and fun at work... i mean slowly am getting used to the guys there... and i mean all men there XDXDXDXD and the 3 other female staff.. one of them being the maid... and the other 2 are the secretaries... =..= small company needs 2 secretaries... anyway~~~~ back to my office... they are made of a bunch of desperate single bachelors... those without gfs that is ... XXDXDXD which most of them are... XFXDXDXDXD and today they keep asking me about relationship things from a girls point of view... guess they don't know that i am not that kind of girl i guess... go watch the ugly truth... an awesome movie...
but its more to getting guys and not girls... man... or maybe i haven't watch enough... XDXDXDXD
anyway... i think am going to end now... tanjobi omedetto onechan... am going to paint your mushroom now XDXDXD

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : My Immortal by Evanescence

First Week at PAU

I got to tell you how scared i was when i first arrived there... could barely ring the bell for them to open the door for me... =..=lll stood there for 5 minutes... then i rang it... o O
and there they go like "Hey its the new girl" and so i went in...twas... a very professional like office... seriously loved it because of the feel... and when i got there... was offered a temporary table... and then when i got briefed by the 3d lead.. i was suppose to do something that i think I SUCK THE MOST... animation... TAT
and i went like... what?! and after some protocal things that has been explained ... i am like off on my own... no training what so ever... just do the animation...=A=lllllllllllllllllllllllllllll it was ages since i did any animation...
i stumbled the first one... but the second and the following few... was ok... but the first day did scare and shocked the hell out of me cause if i can do this one ok... they are going to dump the new project to me.... OAOlllllllll
i mean i am new here... and i am a noob fresh grad... I KNOW NUTS AND SHITS... but of course i know the basics but dumping a whole new project to me....alone... its a bit harsh TAT...
but a good opportunity also... i mean if i fail... they might not confirm me...TAT... and if i do... hey i get a great learning experience... XDXDXDXD but they did ask me to think about it ... cause they know i am not good at it and my interest was not there... but as i was doing it these few days... i felt that... its an ok job ... but a bit hassle if i were to do it alone... i am afraid of bugging people only... and i do get annoyed sometimes but that is because i want it nice and its not turning out the way i want it to be... TAT... argh... i am just scared i am not up to their expectations only TAT... well i haven't decide yet... but i finished the main blockings in 2 days and took 2 days to refine... so i took 4 days... pretty long duration though... TAT but i am scared i can't do anything else also... modeling in maxs... TAT... am scared i will take a longer time to learn ... TAT... and then i fear that i help create havoc than accomplishing the task... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway i dunno... this is my first week here... did feel scared ... did feel stressed... do hope to get along with my colleagues soon... some were quite friendly XD and some pretty cold XDXDXD
and today there was this senior leaving...silly guy (another senior just one month before me) ordered the fish... cost RM200 out of the RM500 we ate... TAT poor guy had to pay for his own farewell dinner... and luckily the technical director chipped in RM100... and there was a balance of RM23 each... well now we know who not to let to decide what to order... XDXDXDXD just joking.. anyway ... was quite nice but the fish .... have tasted better for a cheaper price so... yea anyway... was wondering if i should take the risk or not... am slightly confused... and a bit afraid... T..T didn't expect a lot of things... but hey... its a job anyway... sometimes its only right to work for what you are paid... and most of the time... do things with more passion.... yea... need more passion for my work... hopefully the other characters would interest me some more... and hopefully i don't have to animate via bones again... TAT its tad bit tedious...

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : Futari by Monkey Majik... reminds me of kasan... too busy with his :B i suppose XDXDXD

One Day Trip

I thought he was too busy with work that it wouldn't be possible to spend the weekend with me XD
he is still busy and very indeed... thank you for taking that day off and spend the whole day with me... it was a small and short trip with just the both of us... but it was awesome... i mean i have not spend one day like this with anyone else before XDXDXDXD well when we reached the bus station... there was this lady trying to sell off her tickets because her dad is not feeling well... its not that the counter wont help her resell the tickets its just that she has to wait a while... well we didn't dare because who knows it might be a fake ticket... so we went ahead purchasing our tickets... and then ate breakfast and hopped on the bus... which was an hour later... the lady was still there... anyway we went ahead and to genting we went XDXDXD although i have been there a few times but it was never this fun XDXDXD the mist was awesome and it was really cool and refreshing up there XDXDXD although the atmosphere is awesome... the food wasnt ... twice the price and not worth it... but it wasn't for the food we were there for XDXDXD it was the experience of the roller coasters XDXDXDXDXD was really fun riding most of it XDXDXDXD it really tire him out but XDXDXD and a short trip to the casino... was not the typical los vegas style but glorious enough to attract old ladies and old men play... was heart broken when i see the way they spend... they just toss the money like paper...but its theirs and nothing can be said and done from a stranger XDXDXD and when it was time to go... i realised i bought the wrong bus tickets ...TAT the lady gave me the tickets of the time of purchase... gosh ... must be a retribution but... it was not a big deal cause it wasn't worth thinking about it... XDXDXDXD and on the way back we slept through the journey... it was tiring but fun XDXDXDXD and when we arrived back at one utama... we grabbed some real food XDXDXD subways and it was definately worth the penny...XDXDXD after that it was a good night to all of us but i know he went back and continue worked cause his boss called him when we were up there...TAT and he worked throughout the whole sunday as well... and as for me.., i was suppose to go to nilai... but my sis and i woke up late... so my parents went ahead without us and then my sis dumped me in the hands of the killer pincher beautician TAT when she was done with pinching my whole face looked badly abused and was in pink red...TAT XDXDXDXD was a painful experience but aside the pinching everything else was ok ... i guess... just not my thing to really bother but ... i guess its about time to take good care about it... just to some maintenance work... XDXDXDXD and on the way back i think i saw my art director-to-be... with his wife... she looks stunning from the back XDXDXD think he didn recognise me cause of all the pinching and all...XDXDXDXD
anyway am starting work tomorrow... today will be my last day of rest... oh the irony of merdeka XDXDXD
anyway peace out... have to attend my cousin's birthday dinner tonight... lame... he's 24... he doesn't need us to celebrate with him... and his birthday is not today man... gosh... why do we have to do it when all we do is eat and go... we don't even socialise that much with them... XP well not like ... he's a small child and we have to gather... =A=... damn... we are not kids... not even teens... the irony of my dad doing this... if he valued the family more... argh i just don't want to say it... not even worth mentioning about it... i mean... urgh
ok... fine i just don't understand how that one family who has their meals every night at the same table... can have a family crisis and as for us... who doesn't even stay in the same house be still ok... i mean... if my dad DID think about it properly... why the hell would our brothers not be staying with us from the beginning...
i mean... hello... you cannot blame us for the distance we have now... its not our fault...
anyway peace out for now ... just dont want to think about it now... just kills the mood =3=

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : Te wo tsunago by Ayaka

What are we made off?

52 years of independance... i mean soon to be... well its great you know... life is good compared to a lot of countries... the food, the malls, the resources and the blooming industry... but it feels more like the wrapping paper behind the knife...YOU know what i mean... have we all forgotten what our country is made off?
its made of people of multiple races... mainly the three main races... but all these while we have been accustoming ourselves to one race... we have been patiently complying to this one religion... no was not an answer... and if so... you can read the rest in this news article... and you tell me...that we don't hear their prayers five times a day, compel with their needs to pray 5 times a day, a need for them to have their special rights... have you heard us making a big fuss about it? Have you seen buddhists threatening to burn down a mosque? Have the Hindus want to make fuss with the church? ... we have respected each another for so long... why not give more respect to yourselves...

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/36272-protesters-threaten-bloodshed-over-hindu-temple

i mean no offence... and i may be wrong in some things... but this is the general idea we have been getting... why not show us the true meaning of being united...

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : Carl goes Up by Michael Giacchino from UP
P.S this movie was awesome...XD

Round Up~!

It has been a wonderful month... and it is drawing to an end soon... i wish it lasted longer... TAT...
started off with a rush and now its ending with in a rush as well...XDXDXD first two weeks was all bout my symphony and backing up files... was hell waiting there doing nothing for 6-8 hours... =A= and then there was parties ... it was a month full of birthdays... loads of people having their birthdays this month and it was a month of baking... and upgrading since my pc crashed and so i upgraded it into a 1 terra ... was awfully cheap since it was less than 300 bucks and a webcam ... yea i am missing teh o already and dell for the awesome speed of delivering my replacement in less than a week woohoo and ... since i the holiday plan i was looking forward to was like cancelled last minute... TAT it was a good rest too... but to an extend i was quite not ready ... i was too comfortable in my comfort zone... that i didn't want to get out and when i have to... i kind of break down... well maybe that was what it was... cause i felt like there are a lot of people out there expecting me to be something... when i am actually not... and that is not only their disappointment... but mine also... kept thinking how much it was horrible back then... when people always expect things from me and when i don't have them... they look away in disgust... somehow and sometimes i just need a break... but when you thought that its over it just comes back to you... yea it always does... not talking sense... but my blog... its my space to say all i want XDXDXD people just expect more... and the more they expect the bigger the disappointment... failure has always been in my dictionary... how i wish i can toss it out into the sea XDXDXD ... it just gets tired sometimes... well time to slap myself and wake up ...
work starts in less than a week... time to really get fired up... x.x though got surprises that my boss pops up sms-es at the oddest hours... XDXDXD he must be working real hard XDXDXD
and thanks momo for being there for me ^w^
its almost end of the month... i just want a holiday... even if it kills me... one day trip... genting! bukit tinggi! somewhere... XDXDXD

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : Keep Falling Down by Sissel...

Momo

At the weirdest time ... my pc crashed... without me knowing it... TAT but i remembered that there was a slight power trip and poof my pc auto shut and i didn't switch it on again without knowing that it was spoiled... and so ...
momo's birth day begun XDXDXD well i baked a cake... and no its not poisonous and its quite edible so yea and i bought him a stalk of rose XDXDXD ... well i just thought it would be fair that guys get the chance to receive a flower too ... i mean... no one says men can't accept flowers right XDXDXDXD and this is an equal society so i guess guys can accept flowers too XDXDXD and so i rang the bell and there he was in his boxers ... and the sleepy yawn in his face... i gave him his gift XD ate brunch with him... and then ... sat down and watch him work... XDXDXD well not directly but XD hey how would you like someone starring you work anyway =A=lll all those pressure... no thanks man... and so after he was done... we went to a french restaurant...Fitou at Desa Park City... XD at the Waterfront XDXDXD it was an awesome meal XDXDXD i mean the atmosphere and the service... its been so long since there was any service like that... although i think they would do better if they had more somelier serving wine XDXDXD though what can we expect in malaysia XDXDXD anyway as i return home... oAO i see a blue screen.......................
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
TAT... bloody power trip... but anyway thanks to that ... i got a 1 terra in my pc XDXDXDXDXD
so its like a pro and con thing XDXDXD and so the next few days... i am pc-less.... god... that was like the most boring week ever and i ended up .... baking................. a whole bunch of cookies.... and yet another way to make momo fat XDXDXDXDXD well not fat but gain some extra weight... you better finish them alright... and we went scouting for digital mall... well it was... near? super near my new office... talking bout office... am so dead... with my pc doomed and less than a week left before september... i am officially doomed... i haven't really start learning how to use max yet.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TAT i mean i just got my pc back today and i havent install a bloody thing yet... holy cow man
need to brush up me 3ds skills ... am like doomed... one month with no maya or max... am like so dead...
what happened to wanting to model a character by one month... so much for that and so much for finishing up comics by the 24th and so much for doing a cf 100 days countdown for teh o... nooooooooooooooooooooooooo
damn why did i bring all these trouble to myself...TAT gosh wish i could just kick my own butt
damn... why am i missing choir... i missed the group activity... wish i could do more... but to audition ...TAT scared of doing it alone though...TAT
i missed the choir... i missed a lot of group activities... i need to be more socialized...
yea and i would love a holiday... momo ... you owe me that at least... i WANT and NEED A HOLIDAY!!!!!
somewhere as long as its not home... HOLIDAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ja
~Shinichi~
BGM : none of course... all my data gone... for now... TAT

21 and still counting XD

Some say that this is an important year and a memoriable one... and indeed it was... for me... XD i had small moderate parties which are enough for me to remember through XDXDXD i had enough experiences with big parties which i had at my house three times before this and they were great and horrible at the same time XDXDXD
oh well... i dunno... lately i have been seeing things in a very great perspective... alls positive ... alls good XD
i mean i like things in moderation... XD i mean when we look at life with a realistic goal... we can see that everything we have and the things that happened to us ... is great... what is the point of having too much when having just enough is greater XD i mean there is no waste in all means... XDXDXD
i don't need to be super rich to be happy and i don't need to be super famous to be happy... i have all the things i want now... i know that this is the beginning of my pinnacle of happiness XD... and i also expect some certain setbacks at a later point in life... i never did cast the reality away from my life... there are things and troubles to look out for too... but at the moment ... i would like to enjoy life as it is... XD

i would like to thank my college friends for the wonderful suprise they gave me at 1200 am when i was out with my high school friends... XDXDXD thanks to them both ... i had a great time XD its not the first time i celebrate it like this XD but it was none the less great...thank you XDXDXD and my darling momo for the midnight chat XD and the wonderful day that both my college friends organised a party for me... love the cake you baked mokomiki XD and pipu for the gift XD i'd like to thank teh o, ashley, nelly, yon hui, michelle, yit bo, ngai charm, danny and cheese for coming XDXDXD thanks it was wonderful... and momo thank you for being with me the whole day XDXDXD i had fun at the japanese restaurant XDXDXD food was awesome XDXDXD but its a really hidden restaurant...and the rice they make ish AWESOME you guys have got to try NIPON KAI at old klang road... its really delicious...XD its worth every penny XDXDXDXD

i had an awesome birthday XDXDXD thanks ~!